Le Quattro Volte

To start with, this wasn't a movie we chose. My boss is sick so she asked if we would like to take her tickets; it looked okay in the book (obviously we weren't thinking properly: "nearly every shot contains a revelation") and it meant I could leave work half an hour early. So easily bought.

Le Quattro Volte is about the passing of life. I was acutely aware of the passing of mine. Ebbing. Eeking out of me, as I waited for the old man on the screen to die his inevitable death. I noticed a lot of coughing in the cinema. I tried to see beauty, and feel the significance and insignificance of his life and his death. But I just couldn't care. There was a particularly painful scene when a person tried to pass a barking dog. Some people laughed. Somewhere around this time, Vincent spelled out This Is Shit on my leg.

It was with a sinking heart that I remembered quattro means four.

The next story was not so bad. I like goats. I like seeing gross things, like goats being born. I like watching animals grow, and play. At the end, the baby goat got lost and we didn't see it being found. A kid of about thirteen who was sitting in front of us put his head on his mother's shoulder. First I thought he was tired, and felt for him. Then his sister began to comfort him, and I thought he must be sad about the goat. Now I think he was sad that his family are imbeciles and subjected him to a terrible movie. I hope he lives a long life. I think he's more likely to grow up to be like Lutz.

The third was bad again. It was the story of a tree. I decided to try different ways of watching to see if they improved the film. First I pressed one ear against Vincent's shoulder so I could only hear out of the other. It happened to be during a scene with some kind of outdoor equipment, and reminded me of lying in the grass in summer with a lawn-mower in the distance. Then I tried shutting one eye. It was too tempting to close the other. Finally, I made a little tunnel with my hand and watched through it with one eye. This was very interesting. The hole my hand made was a tiny fraction of the screen, and I had to move it all over to find where the action was.

The fourth story was very exciting while still excruciating, a lot like when the elders used to pray over sick people at church (so close and yet so far). The end was in sight; too close to try to sleep, besides which I wasn't about to let the film rob me of a good night's slumber as well as eighty-eight minutes of my life, plus seating and leaving time. The story was mildly interesting as I had no idea what was being done, and near the conclusion wondered what I had just seen being done to wood was in aid of. Then I wondered what the entire film was in aid of. I began to think of life, and the film, and how Sartre or Camus or someone else said Life Is Absurd. Then I began to think about existentialism, and then the film ended.

We are born. We live. We die. Go eat something bad for you.

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Beginners

Sometimes you just have to take things as they come.

On the way to the movie I saw a guy on Queen Street in a monster mask being filmed by two other guys. When I saw him I immediately felt a bit irritated, and willed him not to do something funny to me, exhaling in relief when I got past him without incident. Then I heard Vincent's Mum behind me, chuckling at him, and thought Man, I need to Chill Out.

So I tried, and so Beginners was a pretty enjoyable time. It's a beautifully shot, non-linear story about what we have to overcome to have love; a brave old man who commits his last years to finding a love more complete than that of his marriage, and his son who wants love but fears it. The first story is my favourite; Christopher Plummer and Goran Visnjic are perfectly cast and their story simple and touching. The latter could be incredibly irritating; people in life and in movies who won't fight for what they want, especially when it is a person, frustrate me no end. (I realised during the film that my reaction to this type of person is shaped by how I love, and that examining how and why I love the way I do through the example of my parents is part of the point of the film.) However, the poignance of Ewan McGregor's character Oliver's flashbacks, his acting, and the quiet direction meant this wasn't the case. All I felt was his loss, and his fear, and the sense that he was trying.

There were a few moments where I rolled my eyes (sad people often go to parties, but people who can't speak because of laryngitis? And who have no friends because they are transient actors? How did they know to dress up?) but when I think about the film, I remember the bits that made me laugh and the bits that made me cry. I only remember looking up at the stars on the ceiling twice (and really, even in a great movie it's hard not to sneak a peek just to remind yourself you're at the Civic), and when we went to bed and picked apart the bits we didn't like, Vincent and I both agreed we liked it. And that we would very much like to have a little dog with whom we can communicate telepathically.

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